Remember how about 4 years ago I said I was back? Well I wasnt because I just kept getting blackout drunk all the time agin and even when I try to get in the zone ("Arto-Zone" lol) by having a couple beer I just keep going and passing out so I can't make art that way hell I can't get nothin' done.... right? Like how can I get in the zone (Arto-Zone) to make the real good "sheet" that I can make when I get a buzz but then I get a buzz and keep drankin and pass out before I can even make the art? I don't want to say it but do I need to start a coke habit to go with the booze?
HELLZ NO! You no why? I'm done. Im so done. I been a hot mess for so long that I finally need to take care of me! So Im eating more salads and ruffle. I heard a good colon makes you healthy so that's what I'm doing and no more Booz! So far I been doin good that way and I feel like I get drunk from my arts and crafts now anyways. It's all about positive energy! My new thing is....
I = Positive Energy!
That's not real math or anything but it really works. You know what else is the most deepest thing ever? LOVE is LOVE. When I see signs like that Im all wow that's sooooooo amazing and so deep wow...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................NOT! lol
Anyways I wasn't in texas for long this time around. I finally rode a mechanical bull somewhere so here's a painting I'm working on about that.
Sadly I'm back in the pacnw which sux bc it's depressing and theres seriously no culture up here. not like tx anyways. I don't know exactly what it is I mean there's some nice people up here and all but somethings off. People in tx have way more fun and dont take themself too serious. Like nobody down there judged me for my dirty feet dirty apartment dirty car full of whataburger garbage and I could say whatever I want and if someone thought it was dumb they would just make fun of me and we wood all have a good laugh. I Up here I jus feel ike I have to be careful what I say up here and its not as friendly and not authentic. like people try too hard to be edgy up here where in tx people are reel natural ruff around the edges and don't make a big deel about it.
Man thank God for spell check! Without it my spelling would be horrible!