Y'all Scruffys back in bizness! well I mean I'm gonna be cuz Im going home to were I'm from and I'm done tryna find a man. I just left my ex and I'm starting over and really this time gonna make a go of my art business and take care of some chickens at my sisters house and not gonna date anymore for awhile. I hope my dream man Kip will date me but I don't know. Anyways I just crossed the Texas border! So sad and so happy at the same time. I love Texas but every time I come here igit chewed up n swallered out Lol. 

Well not so funny cuz my life is a mess in a lot of ways but I'm gonna fix it once and 4 all! Time 2 get busy with my art and get to a place out of the city and that place is closer to my sister Allegra up north she has chickens and said I can come visit and take care of the chickens and I relly apreciate it cuz getting in the country is were I need 2 be 4 sho! I been in San Antonio so long. I went back north a bunch of years back but went back to San Antonio again cuz my ex from a long time ago promised to get married and stick with his job and not go to jail but he can't stop. so I'm out. 

some old art that I got wit me fro years ago

Now its finally time to get my life 2gether and make the art I alway was meant 2 make amiright?!? So anyways here I am in deming new mexico at a Rodeway inn and about to hit the road again. Nice 2 stay in such a nice place that has wifi. Crossed texas boarder yesterday and drove hard all day. I was lucky and stayed a week in west Texas and at a friends in balmorea but had to get out of the state to feel like I was actually making a move. Not sure where ill stay tonight but maybe ill camp somewhere. I have to save my money and maybe need to make some more on my way. Im working on some art and have some old art from like over 10 years ago that I have packed in my car and maybe I can sell. this last year of covid made me not like going out to the store or even being around people. Cant be scared of people no more I mean people out there aren't too scary all the time. Like yesterday I was at a gas station tryin to take a selfy this lady felt sorry for me an she said girl let me take you're picture! We were cracking up laughing an I really like d this photo. Was feeling so down n depressed and this made me fee so better so thanks gas lady!

Was thinkin of pulling over sometime on this trip and setting up a road stand 2 sell art on the side of the road. That is my spacelty I always used to sell my art on the side of the road in my big dresses and hair horns and it was a hole lot of fun. Maybe I can do that agin but well see lol! Life is so funny sometimes and maybe this time I can get it right. Been such a mess 4 so long. 

After I get a lil closer to my sisters ill get another motel. I really like the Rodeway inns so hope 2 stay there. they have wifi and ill blog again about the rode trip so far. anyways I better get get! time 2 hit the road as they say lol!